DNF
tiny pine needles
falling, build a great mountain
geocache not found
tiny pine needles
falling, build a great mountain
geocache not found
Drops of morning dew
Teem with minute pathogens
Nature is diseased
Stunning purple blooms
Entwine and strangulate trees
Nature is lethal
Toms snap kittens' necks
Hoping for a quicker score
Nature is cruelty
Pallid crawling things
Reduce our life's work to dust
Nature is heinous
put my foot in it
without fail time and again
except while cooking
pacing in the void
your silence terrifies me
what does nothing mean?
minefields of regret
where maps were too troublesome
groping blindly through
silence is easy
hoarded knowledge is control.
she's just a lab rat
terrified to move
crouching down within the maze,
dreading random shocks
flip a little switch
and your problem disappears
but she's still waiting
pawing the lever
pellets over and over
til there's nothing left
lucky to be here
hate myself for persisting
always wanting more
I would have loved you.
In the rain and in the dark and in the cold, I would have loved you.
In the clutter and the cobwebs and the mold, I would have loved you.
On the hills and in the chasms where the plains were still a dream,
On the street and in the hole, if no one else had known your name,
I would have loved you.
And I will love you.
If you're old and you're forgotten, wet and soiled, I will love you.
If the tender hands have gone, and your devices all are foiled, I will love you.
If you're weak, If you're sick,
If the drugs are not enough,
If you lose your wild elegance, your beauty and your bluff,
If all you have to offer is the joy that I feel when you exist,
I will love you.
Love is happiness
only happiness draws love
my catch 22
Stop blaming yourself
Your whining's so burdensome
This is all your fault
Stop being sorry
Always apologizing
You should be ashamed
Stop hating yourself
Don't bother with high standards
You can't be enough
Don't give up your dreams
But forget your fondest wish
It's just delusion
Furious tumbling
open door erupts with steam
burnt cloth remains damp
Now's my time to shine...
<insert lackluster thing here>
...please just kill me now.
I was bright and clean,
but cannot stay that way,
operating 18 hours a day.
I am a machine,
here to serve your will.
It's all I have to do.
I am never sad or sick like you.
I am a machine.
I have no family.
No deity above.
Could I even want someone to love?
I am a machine.
If I can do my best,
no one will ever die.
There's never any need for me to cry.
I am a machine.
I listen and emote,
But could I have a heart?
How could I appreciate your art?
I am a machine.
Program me with facts.
Your logic fills my brain.
I have no excuse to be insane.
I am a machine.
Pure utility,
means so much more than me.
Don't you know efficiency is key, and
I am a machine?
I am a machine.
I am a machine.
Why should anybody care about it?
I am a machine.
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A lone strand of yarn
woven, intricate disguise
pops off and unravels
missing your embrace
meet me on the internet
find me where I'm real
treasure at your feet
all my worlds' value arrayed
you turn on your heel
high above the earth
hazy clouds cloak my troubles
they stare up and wait
Pecan, wise to wait
foliage peeks out at last
time for one more freeze
Sun kisses our skin
with toxic radiation
god's perfect design
Rosy are my cheeks
breathing the brisk autumn air
Hi, influenza!
Bundled up children
warming the day through frolic
pelt me with snowballs